joyce is so sad!!
exams are coming.is this friday i'm talkig about.and there are so many many stuff to remember and to learn.hais.i HATE exams!no time to play.no time to rest.argh!
watched fireworks on saturday.beautiful.especially when you see the whole sky filled with golden sparkles.super nice.but the atmoshpere arent right.if only i'm there with someone else, someone that i dont even know who now.
we made an end to that relationship.both of us realised its over and everything is memorises.facing this fact that i'm losing him for good and he belongs to someone else now, really hurts.my heart ache and tears dropped non stop.i have to get over it,i know.but it hurts.its not a choice but i must.
going to thailand straight after exams.
and joyce is going to be free again.