HURTED.

tears dropped and my heart ache.
it felt as though theres a pierce into my heart and its really painful.
its hurts so much till i felt so weak and lonely.
flashback of our memories went through my mind and i cant get rid of them.
tears keep flowing and i cant stop it.
i hate myself for not being strong enough to accept the fact that he is no longer mine.
and he belongs to someone else now.

even my ec sweet msg he left for me before he went offline can't make me feel any better.