joyce is so sad!!
exams are coming.is this friday i'm talkig about.and there are so many many stuff to remember and to learn.hais.i HATE exams!no time to play.no time to rest.argh!
watched fireworks on saturday.beautiful.especially when you see the whole sky filled with golden sparkles.super nice.but the atmoshpere arent right.if only i'm there with someone else, someone that i dont even know who now.
we made an end to that relationship.both of us realised its over and everything is memorises.facing this fact that i'm losing him for good and he belongs to someone else now, really hurts.my heart ache and tears dropped non stop.i have to get over it,i know.but it hurts.its not a choice but i must.
going to thailand straight after exams.
and joyce is going to be free again.

HURTED.

tears dropped and my heart ache.
it felt as though theres a pierce into my heart and its really painful.
its hurts so much till i felt so weak and lonely.
flashback of our memories went through my mind and i cant get rid of them.
tears keep flowing and i cant stop it.
i hate myself for not being strong enough to accept the fact that he is no longer mine.
and he belongs to someone else now.

even my ec sweet msg he left for me before he went offline can't make me feel any better.

YAYNESS

i'm so tired now.have been doing my tutorial for the pass four hours and i'm dying soon.
lets make this post short and sweet.=)
30 july(sunday)
met wenyi and peizheng for breakfast.went to swensen and have my free ice cream.hahas.we ordered mushroom chicken burgar and chicken cutlet.super nice.hahas.took so many photos.
went to botanic garden to meet qianjun jensen and en qing.
did my surveying job.super boring!
half way through qianjun and joyce had their heart to heart talk outside the toilets.cleared some misunderstanding and i felt closer to her once again!
finally we finished the surveyed job.
we did some handicraft stuff at the booth.thank you qianjun for paying.hahas.
went to some swan lake and look at the beautiful swans.took lots of photo.
night came.
and mr ang made a reservation at the restuarant in the botanic garden.super posh restuarant!
lots of jokes.
a wonderful and funny experience.
and the food is nice.
and i'm broke.
photo taking session again.
on my way home,met up with him.
he sang me birthday song and danced!
hahas.
31july(monday)
met up with yongling yoke and peizheng at toa payoh.
thank you yongling for the perfume.its smells great!love it!
had mos burgar again.lemon mussels superb.
went to my house and started the majong session.
we had FUN.
its been so long since we last meet up!

exams are coming.and joyce is dying.