just me.JOYCE.

2008-01-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

hohoho.

gonna get this blog a life again!
(:

random

2007-07-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

one whole month since i last blogged.
now is relaxed, slower pace compared to a few weeks back. my hectic life have slowed down, and i cant make myself do work now. too slacky.hahas.
lets see what can i write..
hmmm..
i'm gulity for what i did and said today. i am gulity for that selfish decision. i should have known the truth before yaking on and on.i'm sorry.take care my friend!
everyone's happy.
duckie's and my partner birthday is on saturday.hoho.
070707.special for them!
planning have to be made and pray that it will be a nice day.
mixed feelings, but i have gotten over it. hopefully it wont come back.
everyone's birtdhay is coming!

time to shop for gifts!

time to get back to books!

i'm nervous for toa payoh polyclinic.never been on a alone to that place.
and its a gulity decision.
i am sorry.

some lies are required to maintain harmony.
straightforwardness arent the solution all the time.
and honesty is something not everyone can accept.

i am tired of all this logics.

i am just straightforward, yakes a little more than others, grumble whole day long when things goes wrong or not my way and a little reckless at times. perhaps i just have the problem of not being so considerate and thoughtful.

i need to be more tactful bot my words.

i gets gulity.
when i start looking myself from some other people shoes.

perhaps i need to change.

random thoughts!

dreamgirls and hills have eyes NICE!
and i am looking forward to..
a walk to remember.

yipee.
shopping spree on thurs on duck duck!
hahs.
and i am getting my fishES!
hoho.
guppies and goldfish.
i am coming!

:)

once in a blue moon post

2007-04-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

been ages since i have spend time typing in this box.its not that i dont want to, but i'm just lazy.joyce is so lazy nowadays.lazy to move, walk and type.hahas.nothing much to say.i'm happily with my duckie and i really glad i have him.changi trip with him was fun and i had my first fish and co.famous four have been so nice like usual.and our last outing was out at botanic garden to do phototaking in just a short hour.meet up with yongling and peizheng.it was really some kind of old friends gathering where we start talking bot our past and so on.and she have never changed at all, still as spendthrift and innocent!and i love having her as my friend.huixian how have been such a good friend of my mine now, think she's the only one now who knows almost exactly every single that got to do with me.because i see almost 24 hours during all weekdays excluding my sleeping time only.lol.and she's so nice!i love her laughter!hahas.make-ups from online are cheap!looked at people ard me and realised how mature kids can look now!seventeen girls looking like young mature lady!yupei asked do veins get bigger over time?the answer is i don't know.but i gonna show her that mine is going to be big enough and i can donate my blood.wahaha.changed duckie perception and i will make him go donate blood one day with me.had a nightmare yesterday night-dreamt that wendy hates me.seriously i got really freaked out!and in the dream yupei was like agree-ing and making things worst.the worst dream i ever had.hahas.but people says dreams are opposite of reality,so i still seahorse and housefly will be my friends forever!ohya.was wondering where did i get my mood to type all this rubbish-just realised there's no school today and i spend whole afternoon reading a book- where rainbows end. its really a nice book and i love the story line!going back to AMK polyclinic tml.its arent as dreadful because i have saltyxian's company!yeah!at the same time i seemed to know teresa more and really glad that our friendship have gone a step further!on the other hand there is also one person who makes me really confused.am i your friend or your foe?at times you are so hostile and another moment you are so nice and friendly.i'm getting confused but still you will be my friend!although i say horrible things when i'm mad at you.no enemy for joyce!what else do i have to say?hmm.oh ya as promise to famous four, gonna touch on the journey of phlebotomy. it have been a tough journey i should say where i lost all my confident when i had my first two attempts failed.its really disheartening.but still i made it thru!and i'm glad i can do it.drawed ten patients' blood.and hopefully i can make it to fifty.and i will make sure i will stop at fifty no more no less.i really dont like blood taking but i have to do it.took a long time to overcome this!and we all make it.everyone did it including my dear teresa!and i'm happy for you!:)alrights i shall stop yaking now and have a bath!
good nights people.

'sometimes fate just can't stop meddling'- a quote from the book i'm so engrossed in now.

and why do money always wave goodbye to me?

2007-03-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

just 4 things that i wanna say..

number one
really hope that you understand what i meant and still trust me like before.and what i have said is really what i meant.and hope we can take a step further to a better friendship. :)

number two
i have a great evening with my family tgt with my duckie.
happy birthday ah ma!

number three
i have just hung up your phone and you know why!
argh.

number four
u really meant alot to me.

:)

2007-03-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

this is the love we share.
and it shall last forever.
just wanna thank you for every single little things you did.

ok.u have just make me pissed.so i'm not gonna write any further.>.<

2007-03-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

i have just wasted 3 hours on nothing.computer are really not my cup of tea.photoshop is totally alien to me.and i'm not able to edit my photos.how shitty can that get.anyway today is one of the really few days that i can reach home when the sun not set yet.however wasted this beautiful evening meddling with some dumb softwares and get nothing out of it.it have been so long since i blog like this.describing details and tiny things.anyway life have been alright now.much better in fact compared to last week where everything just went wrong.started to be more compromise-ing and understand-ing towards people.and realise by doing so makes people life much more easier and better.i ahve to stop putting my expectation high up and making demands.at least we are now 'good' friend and i enjoyed her company and appreciate her as a partner.she is one of the very few that make me change to a better person.and after a period of time i'm starting to like her again.i love mom more than i do last time.sometimes i may be just screaming my head off but deep inside i still care.happy birthday in advance mom.and hopefully tml will have a great celebration.yesterday was a nice and memorable day.actually i'm statisfied that i found you.and i really treasure everything, the fun we had,bad mood days,and blah blah which i always tell you..and most importantly the love we share.time passed and you have became such an important person in my life.and i will hold on to you till the very end.i trying my best to be a better girlfriend.and i really hope i can!for some people in contrast,the more i know them, the more disappointed i get.perhaps it is just jealously getting over my head.or maybe i'm thinking too much.but many a time, the actions just disgust me.and i have to make myself stop thinking that way.its wrong joyce!aiya whatever.i dont wish to type more on that. there are also people on the way whom stood by me.being there whenever i needed them so much.little things they did.little concern they shower on me just touched my heart.and deep inside me i treasure them as my friend.and i promise to keep them for life.drawing of blood session are starting next week and i am nervous.super nervous.its simply just scary.everyone gets different treatment.but do i get back the same treatment i gave them. and do i stand the same where they stand in my heart?the answer is unsure.and i know it is difficult.what else do i have to say.nothing!at least for the time being now, i dont have to study and anything.just enjoy the pace and have fun!i saw her eyes today.she is upset.i know.but we cant share much because of our different stand. but i just hope that she will be fine.jiayou!won my first donald duck yesterday.its really fun!and money is an issue now.i'm happy with what i have and dont have now.i'm happy with now!and i hope it can remain unchange.just like my weight!lol!!hahs.alright.i'm lazy to type more.bye.

2007-03-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

i love famous four outings.

i love seahorse and horsefly.

i love zheng and friends.

i hate fyp.

and

i still love duckie.

:)

yea!

2007-02-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

hohoho.

euro funfair is super fun.
ferrywheels is nice.
thrilling rides.

nice fireworks.

two great movies.

winning treats from pokers.

overnight stay at my house.

i'm simply so in love with you.

2007-02-17T17:25:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year people!

though the ending of this year wasnt as nice.

good day people.

2007-02-10T02:33:00.000+08:00

EXAMS are finally over.
and its all screwed up.

bye bye.

JOYCE IS BACK!!

2007-02-01T17:35:00.000+08:00

hohoho.joyce is back.
joyce's blog not dead yet.

exams are coming.on the 5th 7th and the 9th.

so many things to update.
i dont know where to start.
so..

have a great day people.

thank you duckie for fixing my lappy.

:)

HOLIDAY TIME!

2006-12-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

right i am here home waiting for mom to go to work.
and gonna spend my countdown with you.

papers are kinda screwed up.

got my gifts for everyone.
properly wrapped and cards all nicely written.
its once again the christmas day.

finally have some time to enjoy myself now.

looking forward for all the plans made with my dearest girls.

saw teresa performance yesterday.
it was awesome my dear teresa!
you can dance so well!=)

ella's handmade clothes hanger is so nice!
and i'm looking forward to elsa and emma's gifts!
all hand-made.one and only.

henry and henrietta.
our sasha bears!

our first movie when we started dating:
the night in the museum.
its hilarious!
catched it right after exams!

our first christmas eve.
its beautiful.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

2006-12-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

too many things too little time.

three projects with three essays and common test is enough to kill.

projects are irriating.
sometime things just get onto your nerves.

you want me to hate you.
its impossible.
to me you are forever my friend.
regardless of anything.

your joke arent funny.
its just make me realised how stupid i am.
finally you are the past and never will become my present.

my dear qianjun.
really hope you are going to be fine with ur leg.
you really made me worried.

joyce missing everyone.
seriously.i do miss all of you.
peizheng.wenyi.cindy.kailin.qiuxia.
qianjun.teresa.huixian.yupei.wendy.(although i always see you people in school.but with the overloading things to be done i never get to really spend time with you girls.)
really hope to meet up all of you during this christmas.

my course is killing me.
everything's so tough and joyce arent that strong.

from the day we started, i know i will never let you go again.
with you by my side
everyday seems to be beautiful.
i have learnt my lesson
and i'm sure of my feelings now.
i will never let you go again.

i enjoyed your company.
i love the feelings when u are so close to me.
i like your 'never messed this up' hair.
your overflooding care for me.
lastly
i adore the way u call me dummy.

its a beautiful start.

common test is coming.
and joyce seriously need to do well.

2006-11-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY...
thats all i got to say!
i'm lazy to say more.
too many things too little time..

in the midst of everything that happened..
i'm still enjoying the little ups and downs of life.

commontest coming real soon.

no pre christmas celebration.=(

joyce want HOLIDAYS.

and a photocopy machine right beside me in lab!

2006-11-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

2006-11-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO

2006-11-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

YAY!!joyce finally find her mood to blog again.hahas.its been so long since i last update.
lets see...
pretty much occupied during the whole of last two weeks.

had a thailand gathering at thai express!!anad i wont forget the fire noodles i had.its super super spicy.hahas.headed to hanry's pub for a drink--not of my interest.

met my pretty cindy for dinner and i got my even prettier pumps!!hoho.catch up and i always enjoy her company!!

caught a movie at cathay with famous four.as usual our photo taking session!!!

had a class bbq at miss ong's house.the food was good,but birdy and me didnt stay long!!

made a trip to a old folks home.sang malay songs for the folks.and the smile they had on they faces,warms my heart.some folks danced as we sang,they enjoyed themselves and so do i. :)

and i went to ESCAPE with the class.that was really fun!its been ages since i last visited a theme park.the rides were pretty thrilling and the class had fun.

the whole of this week is my exercise marathon.heh.
joyce is determined to lose weight!

and today because its friday..we had a famous four day out!
had ichiban and we had our pre christmas warm up.a simple christmas tree entertained us for an hour or so!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to mindy and ah pong!stay pretty always girls!love ya!=)

school is about learning how to be a human photocopying machine.
16 volumes of joyce hand written protocols coming soon!
microbiology is definitely better than central processing.did ocult blood testing for like 20 over stool samples--lost my appetite for lunch.i'm pretty sure its super gross! streaking of urine onto plate arent any better.the urine odour is unbearable at times.despite all this, joyce is falling in love with microbiology!with the organisms name,their characteristics and their appearance.seeing live parasite shaking their butt in the microscope is really amazing!i'm loving it!!
oh ya.i'm appointed as Shigella dysenteria.hahas.
and in the lab with yupei(seahorse) wendy(housefly) jingen(oversized hamster) and mayaun (xiao meh meh)really make my day beautiful!without them joyce cant survive in this attachment man!thanks people for jokes!and i really enjoy my time in lab with guys!group three rocks!hahas.
and i have just became a professional leech under yupei's supervision!

ella elsa and emma are not forgotten too k?you girls will always be remembered in my heart although we are in different lab!dont obstracise me yea.hahas.famous four forever!

kailin and qiuqiu i miss you girls so much too.must meet up real soon k?

enough of yaking.
i'm suffocating from never ending lectures and overloading projects!

random thoughts.

2006-11-05T12:27:00.000+08:00

the hug is no longer the same.
and i know he is no longer mine.

i love my birdy.
seriously.
thank you so much my beautiful friend.
can't believe we can be so similar!!

i dont like to see conflicts within friends.
it hurts even if it does not involve me.i want them to be happy.i want them to be back together and enjoy the love of friendship.
joyce really hope things will turn out fine for them.

i hate public speaking.
hahas.
had a horrible experience.

ka lang gu ni is FUN!

and i'm sleeping more than i should.heh.
looking forward to next week.

yay!

PICTURES.

2006-11-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

h.o.h.o.h.o.its the ofur of us again!

joyce the women in red.wahaha!
no fringeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
happy halloween!
ugly us!
kailin the extra!qiuqiu and me=)
the class outing last tuesday.pretty pretty!

i'm done!

=)

2006-10-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

a hectic week for me.
class outing was fantastic-cycling for full three hours and a last min BBQ.it was rather successful compared to those pre planned.the food is good and the people are nice.so its a great class outing!
saturday was volunteer day again!hahas.giving off flyers for next week newspaper collection.after flyers distribution was slacking time at jurong point with jansen and teresa and huixian and bidy.
headed to marina to meet my beauty four!
i love the mango snow-ice at hongkong cafe.
so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
chatted for like four hours at esplanade.i enjoyed myself.we catch up with each other and talk abt our future and the conclusion was-we got into the worng course!!!HAHAS.

woke up at 6.45 in the morning to meet for project!
=(
went for wedding lunch!
and again someone comment that i'm fatter again!
i hope its the hairstyle.
=(

went home for a nap.
and the whole family met up again and had a eight course dinner.
crazyyy.
my stomach is bloated.

seriously full.

jie recommend me to work at her hotel during weekends.
cant make up my mind.
and i'm lazy.
hahas.

to my dearest birdy: we will always be there for you.
i'm sure you can get over this and i'm sure!jiayou jiayou.
occupy yourself with things and soon you will realised-life is better this way!
trust me! =)

to my dearest peizheng and wenyi:
good luck for your o levels.
i'm sure you can do it!
joyce will pray for you girls.

i cant explained some feelings i experienced.
perhaps i'm not that strong.
i need someone.
just some random thoughts.

"its not much of a tail, but i'm sort of attached to it"
a quote from my favourite eeyore to end the post.

i still love my eeyore most!

time to do my tutorial.

bye bye peeps!

2006-10-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

joyce dont like hypocrites.

so dont be one.

class outing tml.

i miss my qiuxia and kailin.
joyce never forget abt you girls ok?
joyce loves you girls too.
lets meet up this saturday for dinner.

cut my fringeeee today again!

hohoho.

memories

2006-10-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

the lectures we had in nuh.is never forgotten.
the experience we had at mawai will stay in my memories and never deleted.
the experience we had acting like a fool in the public cant be replaced by any other thing. the good old days at practicals.

and lastly we are the FAMOUS FOUR.

famous four always and forever!

lets keep this friendship till the very day we grow old.

specially for you.

2006-10-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

with the nervousness i had when i first entered BLT.wondering what kind of friends would i met there.qianjun and joyce are in the same clique and they are happy to go to the same course togther.but they wonder if they could be able to connect with teresa and huixian who are from another clique in mo3.we didnt talk much during our first year in the same class and joyce know nuts abt them.in her memories they are quiet and nice girls.different from qianjun and me-crazy, crazy and totally crazy people.
one semester have passed.and you cant imagine how the four of us actually get together and bonded and love each other.
we stand by each other during our exam period-sharing our stress.we enjoyed together when exam ended.we went to mawai trip together and countless trips out.our photo taking session.take photos everywhere we went?rmb.neo prints experience and most importantly our formation of famous four-emma ella elsa and eva.its a friendship so strong for us.we wore the same shirt made the same keychains.and we make sure the place is hell noisy when four of us are together.that's for sure.regardless of location!shared our worries and problems.and encouraging each other every now and then.i cant imagine myself so indugle with fun when i'm with you people.its really brighten my days and looking forward for every outing we gonna have together!
teresa and huixian arent quiet people.they are mad, mad and totally mad people.hahas.but qianjun and joyce are more crazy.that's the balance we had.qianjun and joyce doing funny things and teresa and huixian laughing.sometime the other way round.we love spending time together.
although its only a sem that we have been so close together.but to joyce,she had already know each of you for a lifetime.its the closeness and happiness i had with you girls that cant be measured by time.
life arent as empty after i met you girls.
you people are so great!even filling up the empty space i had after he left me.
schools are most interesting now.
you girls are the colour of my life!

we will grow together.
we will learn together.
we will laugh together.
and we will stay together forever.

joyce loves qianjun-ella.
joyce loves teresa-emma.
joyce loves huixian-elsa.

thats a promise!

fun at supermarket.

2006-10-21T19:02:00.000+08:00

the famous four in brown!
halloween is coming!
idiotic birdy!bully!
the four of us that we will never forget!
outside lecture!
we look the same as the poster!we tried to imitate.hahahs

alrights.one week of school have just passed.
days at ttsh was a little better than nuh.same old laboratory stuff.
flag day today at toa payoh.we had prata in the morning and slack the whole afternoon at KAP.chit chat again.gossips about almost everything we could and share our childhood memoreis with birdy remembering almost everything she did since she was four.when i cant even rmb anything about my childhood.hahas.ella gt super memory!but she only rmb the bad ones.hahas.after our longggggg session yaking.we went to cold storage.
and we had lots of fun.halloween is coming and birdy and joyce are dressed up and all ready to welcome this day.hahas.you will know why when i post the pic.and dumb dumb birdy had a tolietries fight with me.hahas.
ended the trip with eating our triple chocolate ice cream cone outside cold storage.
its yummy.
but its fattening.
we had fun this week.

tffhagtavc!

*hoho!

2006-10-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

schooling days are back and i'm enjoying them.
poonxinping's comments today motivates me even further.
new group members in our sections.
without mindy now.but i miss her craps and gossips so much!
just to post a photo of famous four on the first day of school.
its dumb.

and we know.

hahas.

i'm excited for my first areobic class later.

yay!

=)

2006-10-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

hahas.at least the day arent as bad as i thought it would be.
met up with cindy instead of him.we hit the town and i got myself a sliver sharp pointed shoes and cindy got her gold one.pretty.and its cheap.hahs.and i got my cindy hand made pumps.its red and its nice.wahaha.shoes day!
a pair of umbrella earrings for myself.yay!
this is the fourth time i took neoprints for this week.omg.but its nice.duplicated faces and funny poses.joyce enjoy taking neoprints again!hahas.
its family day once again.and they comment that i have put on.oh man.fats is killing me!!more exercise for me!!
school's starting tommorow.
argh.

sunday

2006-10-15T11:51:00.000+08:00

today should be a great day.but everything just went wrong.
tour ard ang mo kio was our great achievement yesterday.first ard amk central(the whole of it) next a cabbie ride to block 638 and then a walk thru the 30 blocks to our final destination block 608 and we waited for another one and a half hour for our food.yea.we went food hunting again yesterday for botak western food.hahas.and in fact it was good the food.no regrets.the dogs and cajun chicken and fish&chips was simply heavenly.taste as good as any restaurant out there.but the price is CHEAP!worth waiting.and my poor peizheng walked thru the 30 blocks with her heavy bag.i'm so sorry girl.didnt thought of ur bag while we were walking.sweat like mad when we reached there.before the amk trip we went to thomson rd for prata again.hahas.i love the milo dinosaur.so nice!
in all yesterday was a food day.
*i dont seem to know what is happening.is just that there are too much misunderstanding and complication.we seem to be drifting but i dont wish to end this friendship.you will always be my best friend.thats for sure!
*you said today we are going out.and in the end it was all cancelled when i already planned everything.
a screwed up morning.
havent planned anything for the day.
blessed me with a wonderful last day of hoilday.
hahas.

EVA.

2006-10-14T11:48:00.000+08:00

wahaha.ages since i last blog.hohoho!
lets see what should i start off with.MAWAI TRIP.hahas.
a trip that i was reluctant to go, but enjoyed myself to the fullest at the end.lots of memories and fun there.bonded as our famous four rather than the class.except for some cbe people and a few seniors.didnt realised i have got sure nice and friendly seniors until we went to the trip.they arent as bad as i always thought they were.so much better than expected.hahs.just three days but its was unforgettable.list of things we did-made our very own bed,water obstacles,trekking,campfire,bathing in the dark,mud walk,firefiles cruise,survival tips and having tons of fun at south china sea.wooohoooo!joyce love her girls so much during the trip.
home sweet home.and i went to celebrate lantern festival with wenyi stella and ah zheng.not very long though,cuz when to catch a movie instead.me you and dupree.not very nice.hahas.but stay alive was good.not scary but thrilling.i LIKE.:)
next was flag day on sat.didnt do our job.hhoho.our bags are so empty la compared to the others.so embarassing.but we are lazy bums!hahs.met up with qiuqiu next at china town with kailin.had yam cha.very nice.i'm in love with the mango and prawn dim sum.its heavenly nice man.hahas.shopshop and eateat ard again.had some mango dessert too!nicenicenice.hoho.i wanna go eat again.
sunday was tuitioning day.
monday was famous four day.long day indeed.jurong east to make my ez link card(ohya.lost my ezlink card when i was sick last week.how suay can i get right.argh!) den to bedok to collect birdy and my pay.ate congee, some fried tofu and carrot cake.not too bad.travel back all the way to bishan.shopping and neoprinting and eating.bought some nice purses.delicious laksa minced meat noodles and wanton mee!birdy left us half way thru.damn sad.:(den teresa and huixian came over to my house area.had supper.fried hokkien mee satay and ice jelly.ate like crazy that day.thanks to teresa joyce is gaining weight like no tommorow.argh!den precious teresa stay over at my house.had fun.
met cindy on tues.miss you so much girl.catch up so much and realised how long we didnt talk.was amaze by cindy's making of shoes and earrings.so amazing can.made orders with her.yea.getting my new shoes and earrigns.wolalala.got myself a new long RED sleeves.pretty.joyce is so in love with red now.hahas.
met my beloved beauty four on thurs.hahas.dont angry la qiuqiu and klChia.hahas.we are the beauty four k?lol.k box-ing frm 2 to eight omg.so long.sing until no voice man.hahas.lotsa fun.dancing jumping laughing.super tired after that.took neoprints aagin.party party prints.gonnna miss you girls so much again.school starting on monday.really hope we can squeeze some time out and meet up k?
its just some feelings i still cant let go off.but i know its better to stay this way.
friday was another famous four day.i'm lazy to say so much.in all.we made our new key chains with our name on it.eva ella elsa and emma.its four pieces of jigsaw that fits perfectly.i like it so much.its our uniquely famous four keychain.hahas.four identical shirt to be worn on monday.hohhoohoo.
well.joyce is into red and exercising now.
aerobics classes starting next week.
goal for the month-a slimmer joyce.
hahas.
so much more to say...
but i'm lazy.
wahaha.

photos!

2006-09-26T17:46:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO

2006-09-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

alright birdy and kailin.joyce is here to blog again.hahas.
firstly i have quit that factory job.by the way its a super yucky job.i'm glad that i'm out of that shit.now joyce is working hard for money.
weekdays-admin job
weekends-promotor job
everyday-tuitioning
hahas.look at how hardworking is joyce.no time to watch my series and read my book again.heh.but money is on my way!yayness.
spend a wonderful friday night with kailin qianjun and qiuxia.we went to hard rock cafe and have our dinner.there is a live band there.it was awesome.the food there is alright.not very fantastic though.hahas.went to mooncake tasting at taka after that.wolala.i love it!durian mooncake is nice.i want to try hagen dazz ice cream.anyone willing to treat me?lol.hahas.silly three girls keep calloing my name loudy at the fair la.its super embarassing can.hahas.took a few photos.hohoho.
yesterday was monday.went ice skating with some mo3s mates.so loing didnt meet up le.i managed to learn a little skating.but still haben gt the hang of it as yet.fall once.and weixin fell 4 times i think.hahas.clumsy weixin.met 2 little girls.they are only nine and they already started going ice skating themselves.but thesad thing was they lied to their parents that they were going to library.kids nowadays are real daring.but they are mature kids i supposed.still lying is no good.hahas.silly poses with weixin.
head to geylang next.as usual our frog porridge and durian.we ate more last night.fried oyster,duo jiang you tiao and xiao long bao.thumbs up!durian wasnt as good compared to those we had eaten all along.hohohoho.
watched the banquet, little man and haunted mansion this few days.only haunted mansion is lousy.the other two are good.surprisingly i enjoyed the banquet.hahas.
we planned many outings and i'm looking forward to them.hahas.
i wanna go pula ubin chinese garden settlers cafe ps cafe chomp chomp and sakae buffet.hahas.joyce wants to play!
the promotor job was boring.promoting some skin care products.nobody seem to be interested.jianzhong came and say i was paid to stand there and look at people.hahas.but still ok!
the admin job is the best.slacking and i have got a pantry filled with snacks.i love it man.hahas.
my hair is still so short.sob sob.
i want back my long hair!argh.=(
friday is gonna be another fun day!
hohohohohohohohoho.
will upload the photos when i have time!
oh ya.to the person who left the comment.i think you got the wrong idea of me.i'm not so in need of love.and i'm not finding love.its just some mixed feelings that i cant express out exactly.you dont understand my perception of love and you wont get it by just reading my blog.i'm enjoying life being single now!and i know love will find me not the other way round.if ever i said that it must be that i'm blogging when i'm really mad with him.anyway thanks for your comment.
good day people!

DIET

2006-09-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

joyce ATE one full macdonald meal, a plate of chicken rice and four slices of pizza today.and she did nothing except standing for six hours during work!this is bad.seriously bad.
for the past few days have been gorging myself with food like there is no tomorrow.this cannot be the way man.joyce need to be on diet!
nachos popcorns long john sliver pastamania ya kun and the so many many snacks i took is gonna make me FAT.
someone comment that i'm fat today.damn.
i gonna be on diet starting from tommorow!
joyce have to slim down!
no sweet drinks no chocolate no snacks and no three whole meals from now on.
ARGH!
dreaming for a slim body.
found myself a job at the factory today.is boring la.and i got countles cuts on my fingers now.argh!
joyce's diet commence from 180906.

2006-09-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

feeling really down now.mom's getting from back to worst.i dont know what to do.nothing seems to be able to pleased her and she's making everyone pissed.including myself. i'm lost and i dont know what to do.called him and said whatever was bothering me.and i felt better.after all he is still the one i turned to when problem occurs.
went k-box with qiuxia in the morning.sang like crazy and went for some job thingy at international plaza.joyce is desperate for a job now.hahs.
few days back were all spent giving tuition to stella and ah zheng.
watched the host.funny thriller.hahas.had hagen dazz ice cream that day.yummy yummy.
got a really bad haircut.
cut my hair short(really short that kind).with straight fringes and orange highlight.
yucks!i dont like my hair.
complaining for so many days le.but its not getting any better.
argh!
i'm so in love with chocolate now.
holidays are getting boring.
joyce needs a job badly.she's so broke.
hopes for mama to be better.
looking forward to meet ah zheng tml for our movie!hahas.

BACK IN SINGAPORE

2006-09-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

i'm shocked when i heard the news.tears dropped.and i cant believe it.my mind just went blank when mom told me uncle had passed away.its so unexpected.he's such a good man and a good father.it really taught me to learn to cherish everything ard you.you never know when they are going to leave you.it makes me feel that life is so vunerable and weak.its never within your control.but life and death is just a part of our cycle.we have to learn to accept and believe that the departure of someone may not always be bad.learn to grow up and adapt to the changes.
coming back to singapore.i miss the time i spend there.a feeling of emptiness from no where when i'm home now.supposed to feel better.but its not.argh!i hate all this shit.
thinking of finding a part time job.but i woudnt have time to enjoy my holis.hais.going to some trip again in oct.doesnt seem to be fun.hais.
finally going for a haircut tml.too long!
really appreciate everything you did for me during the trip.
joyce miss you.
joyce miss everyone.gonna meet my friends again next week.missing you people like crazy!
good nights.

UNFORGETTABLE FOURTEEN DAYS

2006-09-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

day one.
tiger airline and budget terminal was not up to my expectation.the terminal look funny to me la.like some toy station.hahs.got myself a window seat at the plane but an insect drove me out of the seat.its so creepy la.an insect at the plane.omg.mayaun and i screamed and we got ourselve a new seat.hahas.the journey was good.
reached phuket.and saw our transport.a lorry.hahas.and its for police and so we became policewomen.hahas.super lok kok!big and ugle lorry.hahas.first destination was our accomodation.and my first impression of the house was omg.the toliet is horrible, the place dusty and many other complains.so they started fighting to change to hotel, but we lost.hahas.went to CDC next.its an organisation funded by this singaporean who gave up his most of his things and stay in khao lao to help out.its a place for the children to interact and learn.visited our working site.the homes are bulit by the french.not very strong i think.cuz they are only made up of wood planks.hahas.played games.bath together with birdy.hahas.new experience man!but we were really scared la.the toliet is really freaking scary.
day two.
first day of work.repair the houses using silicon.pretty fun.hahas.but its an easy task.we completed it fast.went to teh night market in the night.tried the banana prata.so nice la.prata woth condensed milk,sugar and banana.hahas.yummy yummy.drank some yogurt there.and tried some horrible balls.dont know what is it made of.but its sour and taste yucky.played some fireworks.beautiful.it pops and u see sparkles in the air.nice!
day three.
went to the beach.beautiful.the sand there are fine and the water there are clean.played some soccer game at the sand.fun at first but my toe nail broke halfway through the game.hahas.super painful can.den had our durian picnic.the durian are huge.super big one.just one can make you full.super sick.went to some memorial places for tsunami.there's something that you will feel when u are there.a mixed feeling.rather sad when you know how may lives were lost there.
day four.
did some painting at the house.we made a mess out of it.not nice at all.but its only the first coat though.hahas.went beaching again.hahas.so many beaches there la.its really nice there.our frist beach we caught hermit crabs home.hahas.so cute la.they are so small and tiny.nice!the waves are nice too.hahas.pick up quite a few sea shells.pretty ones.shopping was next.our first shopping spree.bought 2 polos and a skirt and shorts.super cheap la teh stuff there.headed to the next beach for the sunset.omg.its really amazing.you see the horizon and its just like a protrait!beautiful.went abck to the night market again.this time round bought pressie for friends and tried some coconut otah.yummy.mens strike and a blackout occured.ahahs.and someone was bathing.hahas.super funny.
day five.
painting in the morning again.but didnt get to complete it.hahas.our artpiece was rejected.hahas.so embarassing can.the owner actually rejected us.hahas.so we spend our afternoon at another market.second shopping spree.wooohooo.bought 3 tops and a bottom.cheap and good.i like!played dumb games again.ate 2o over longans and a banana.sick!
day six.
its was a rainy day.so stayed in our house for the day.and went for massage in the night.the massage was really good.they crack my whole body la.lifting you up and doing stretching.but was really comfy.massage until i sleep man.super relaxing!
day seven.
PHUKET.hahas.shopping time.went to some shopping mall-cemtral festival.shop and shop and shop.but only got myself a top and jacket from warner brother.nice nice.and i'm strating to fall in love wth superman.so cool man.handsome.celebrate thanee's birthday(our tour guide) at sweensen,the ice cream cake was delicious.headed to patong beach next!hahas.this is really cool.played with the sand and water.tanning and stuff.but the best was jumping with the waves in the middle of teh sea.FUN!hahas.fighting incident with birdy.had our dinner at a restaurant.its international buffet.yummy yummy.hahs.headed to some pub after that.tried some vodka.not nice.birdy and i shared a cup.went out to the street to do shopping instead of staying in the pub.many lady-boys seen.hahas.nice bgas and watches but i didnt get any.hahas.but the street is really nice.the trip home in the small van was horrible.hahas.so squeezy can.hahas.
day eight.
woke up in the afternoon.had lunch and then working time.hahas.slack throughout.hahas.and its night market shopping again.wolala.bought jeans bangles and slippers.hahas.yea!
day nine.
working in the morning and went to visit the bus terminal in the afternooon.got many eeyore collection there.nice!but i only bought a few.hahas.
day ten.
PHUKET.shopping time again.wolala.fruitful trip again.heh.belt bags neckcales and bangles.had seafood dinner at the restaurant.the tom yam was good.spicy man.hahas.and another shopping spree at a stretch of road after dinner.got myself a shorts.pretty!hahas.
day eleven.
working day.
day twelve.
some rotary people came.so we have to be hardworking.fixing up more of the houses.finished the show in the morning and went to another village in teh afternoon.its for the next community service trip.had a bbq session.its a farewell party.
day thirteen.
closing ceremony at the village.took photos.and we headed to our hotel in phuket.the room was nice and the place is good.shopping time again.dinner was seafood again.went back to the hotels after shopping.drank red wine-spy red.swimming in the middle of the night.and followed by a short nap.and head back to the airport and to singapore!yay!
i'm starting to miss te place now.the house seems to be better when days passes and the toliets seems to be more appealing to use compared to the first few days.the people there are so nice.we seem to be a big family.really enjoyed myself there.the jokes that no one understand except for us.we got our pets.hermit crabs and crabs.but was dead before we can bring them back to singapore.the many incidents and stuff that i will never forget.bathing experience.running away from the dogs every meal.feeding the mosquitoes.the small van we had.the games we played.the pranks and verything.its really nice and joyce loves it!
i love this fourteen days!

2006-08-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

joyce is so sad!!
exams are coming.is this friday i'm talkig about.and there are so many many stuff to remember and to learn.hais.i HATE exams!no time to play.no time to rest.argh!
watched fireworks on saturday.beautiful.especially when you see the whole sky filled with golden sparkles.super nice.but the atmoshpere arent right.if only i'm there with someone else, someone that i dont even know who now.
we made an end to that relationship.both of us realised its over and everything is memorises.facing this fact that i'm losing him for good and he belongs to someone else now, really hurts.my heart ache and tears dropped non stop.i have to get over it,i know.but it hurts.its not a choice but i must.
going to thailand straight after exams.
and joyce is going to be free again.

HURTED.

2006-08-05T01:06:00.000+08:00

tears dropped and my heart ache.
it felt as though theres a pierce into my heart and its really painful.
its hurts so much till i felt so weak and lonely.
flashback of our memories went through my mind and i cant get rid of them.
tears keep flowing and i cant stop it.
i hate myself for not being strong enough to accept the fact that he is no longer mine.
and he belongs to someone else now.

even my ec sweet msg he left for me before he went offline can't make me feel any better.

YAYNESS

2006-08-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired now.have been doing my tutorial for the pass four hours and i'm dying soon.
lets make this post short and sweet.=)
30 july(sunday)
met wenyi and peizheng for breakfast.went to swensen and have my free ice cream.hahas.we ordered mushroom chicken burgar and chicken cutlet.super nice.hahas.took so many photos.
went to botanic garden to meet qianjun jensen and en qing.
did my surveying job.super boring!
half way through qianjun and joyce had their heart to heart talk outside the toilets.cleared some misunderstanding and i felt closer to her once again!
finally we finished the surveyed job.
we did some handicraft stuff at the booth.thank you qianjun for paying.hahas.
went to some swan lake and look at the beautiful swans.took lots of photo.
night came.
and mr ang made a reservation at the restuarant in the botanic garden.super posh restuarant!
lots of jokes.
a wonderful and funny experience.
and the food is nice.
and i'm broke.
photo taking session again.
on my way home,met up with him.
he sang me birthday song and danced!
hahas.
31july(monday)
met up with yongling yoke and peizheng at toa payoh.
thank you yongling for the perfume.its smells great!love it!
had mos burgar again.lemon mussels superb.
went to my house and started the majong session.
we had FUN.
its been so long since we last meet up!

exams are coming.and joyce is dying.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!

2006-07-30T02:31:00.000+08:00

wolala.finally joyce's birthday today!hahas.:)
and i'm happy!thanks to everyone that made my day wonderful.joyce really appreciate ever single thing you people did.THANK YOU!
celebration started on 28 july(friday).
thank you huixian for the pretty shirt as well as the brithday bear key chain.it was really sweet of you.and also mayaun lifang and ah pong for the speaker eeyore.really fansinating and i love it.thanks gal.
after school went to meet peizheng kailin and qiuxia with qianjun to bugis to do our pedicure.and i had pretty pretty toenails now!polka dots!super nice.but damn expensive.is joyce's birthday present for herself.hahas.BEAUTIFUL!after that we went to tian tian huo guo to try my ma la soup.and it was superb.spicy like anything.literally drinking chili oil.damn hot.but nice!hahas.lots of fun and laughter and we headed home.home sweet home.
celebration on 29 july(saturday).
THANK YOU !peizheng,wenyi,leonard,ivan,jingen,cindy
qianjun,kailin,qiuxia,mindy,wendy,yupei,weilin,teresa and sebestian for making my day so wonderful today.really enjoyed myself like crazy.meet ivan first and bring the food to teresa house to put and we went acarde to play!and i won the racing game with ivan.hohoho.joyce's the winner and ivan's the loser!hahas.walk around the food fair at west mall.tried the chesse sausages and mango ice.delicious!hahas.
peizheng and wenyi then joined us at mos because it was raining.i was damn worried to be honest but luckily it stopped!yayness.hahas.joyce is lucky la.wolala.den we went to shop and save to do some last minute shopping.jingen joined us and he helped to push the trolley.so nice of him la.hahas.but ivan was bullying him.evil evil.got our stuff and leonard came.we went into the condo to put down the stuff.slack around and played cards.it was boring.but the catered food came pretty soon after the card game.cindy came after that.her bus broke down on the way la.how suay can that be.hahas.but she managed to make her way to the place.BBQ started.leonard started the fire and my dearest wenyi have been ever since then.qianjun and kailin came along.chit chatted.mindy wendy weilin yu pei came.they laughed like crazy and we all had fun.their jokes abt wooohooo.hahas.after sebestian qiuxia and teresa came.we had out cake cutting session on the pandan cake with yogurt on top.which i really thought was my birthday cake.but it was the smashing cake instead thanks to my dearest wenyi ivan and ah zheng idea.got the whole cake all over my face and shirt.its damn gross can.hahas.right after that wenyi came in with a EEYORE cake.i was so surprised!and tears almost rolled down my cheek.its such a pleasant surprise when all along they tricked me that i'm going to have pandan cake only for my birthday and that the eeyore cake was to expensive.hahas.well.joyce was tricked by them.but it was really sweet.eeyore birthday cake.nothing can be better than that la.here is where the battle starts.hahas.i went around touching people's face with the cream on my body.all of us ran around the condo.everywhere that they can go.damn tiring can?but managed to smudge some of them with the cream.wolala.super fun!after the running session, we started to distribute the cake around but without cutting the eeyore face.hahas.only the edge was cut to served everyone.and the cute eeyore face cake is still in my fridge now.hahas.i love it like anything.gonna keep for at three days!hahas.for what?cant come up with any reason just my eeyore fetish.hahas.was thrown into the pool by the guys la.evil evil.and i ended up pushing into the pool together with me and kailin was the first victim.hahas.i love kailin la.cuz she's so funny.den both of us gang up and pushed everyone down the pool.FUN!especially the twin towers they were so big and heavy.we had a tough time man.hahas.after all this chasing and pushing we settled down to play some game.joyce's scene of falling off the table top was totally hilarious.super funny.i laughed like crazy too.hahas.and qiuxia was super suay.hahs.and this ended the day.had a really enjoyable time!everything was so fun and nice and sweet.joyce is happy.
the thank you list.
joyce wanna thanks..
peizheng for the hand made flowers together with the gifts we bought the other day.it was really sweet of you.the super nice surprise that you planned just for me.
wenyi for the surprise too.and also for cooking the whole day long!everyone got their food thanks to wenyi.hahas.and also coming up with so many lies to give me a surprise.
ivan.for helping me to do so many stuff.your handmade t shirt for me.the flower,double chocolate chips muffin,the samll card and the eeyore badge.really love all the gifts and also for the eeyore cake surprise as well as dumping me into the pool.hahas.and also for everything you did.
cindy.for the so nice top and the 2 pairs of earrings.really love it like crazy and you know my taste so well.hahas.nobody can be a better shopping partner than you.thanks for coming earlier too to help out.and making my day so memorable.
teresa and sebestian.for all your help in booking the pit,buying some stuff and lending me your house fridge.hahas.the eeyore cushion,small eeyore keychain was so nice and not forgeting the ben and jerry ice cream too!hahas.yummy yummy.
leonard.for starting the fire,coming earlier to help out and clearing the mess.thanks for your help.and also making my day so beautiful!
jingen.for coming early to help out and the sharing the present with mindy they all.thank you so much sally.hahs.
qianjun kailin and qiuxia.thanks for the wallet and coming today.you girls really made my day.hahs.thanks for everthing.and qianjun for the card,it was really nice.joyce loves you all so much!
mindy wendy weilin and yupei for the top,green neckcales,green bracelet,the christmas wishes in the nice container and most importantly the green polka dots handbag.OMG.really loved it like anything.the trouble you girls went thru just to trick me.and the story mindy came up with was really convicing.and i totally believed it!omg.hahas.but i really like it a lot.thanks man!
and last but not least..
everyone who had wishes joyce happy birthday.hahas.
joyce loves everyone,
happy birthday joyce.

looking forward to the celebration on 30 july(my actual birthday).hahas.and also 31 july with yongling.:)

goodnights everyone!

FRUITFUL WEEKEND

2006-07-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

yeah!i smell that my birthday is coming.hoho.and i did my invitation card for my bbq!
i did my first leg message yesterday.damn shiok.hahas.quite pain though!
and i turned into a kalang guni overnight!heh.collected newspaper from 2 blocks at jurong.went to billy bombers again with the gals to try the milk shake and half spring chicken.yummy yummy.shopped ard and went home.
got my birthday present from pei zheng today!i chose the stuff and she pay for it!hahas.damn cool.now i wished everyday is my birthday!hahs.got myself a pair of jeans and skirt from peizheng.bought myself a green polo.wolalala.GREAT harvest today.i love my peizheng.
BUT she's not the first to give me the present.the first prize goes to KAILIN QIUXIA and BIG BIRD!hahas.they bought me a wallet that look like handbag.hahas.i love it so much.its so pretty!!yay.BIG THANK YOU to my beloved girls.love you all so much.muacks!hahas.
oh ya.went to tanjong pagar on wednesday with mindy cuz lecture ended pretty early!and the food there is heavenly.i must go there again no matter what.hahas.
it feels good when you had all the great food!so joyce's birthday wish is to try all the wonderful food in singapore!hahas.=)
we need to learn to treasure the stuff ard you cuz you wont know when they are going to be gone.you had your gf now.and i kow both of you are happy.so do i.
liking someone is tough for a girl.taking lots of courage to do some stuff, yet finding it embarassing and losing the girls' pride.therefore all she can do now is forget abt everything.
hohoho.
joyce's big day is coming.hahas.
and she's looking forward to it.
yayness.
=)

SUPERBAND

2006-07-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

OMG!went for superband concert today!
MI LU BING rocks.hahas.
their performance was really good and nic is attractive!
experienced what the fans can really do.running after them and screamed like nobody business.but they were really good.
met him on wednesday.watched recycle and had ben and jerry ice cream.heavenly!somethings arent as simple as you thought.and i am confused by you.
woalala.thursday again!means seeing my eye candy again.hahas.well nothing's better than seeing him once a week.
happiness comes and goes.i'm glad i treasured all of them.
felt some kind of sadness last night.
but i still hope for happiness.

2006-07-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

hohoho.everyone is interested in my new eye candy hahas.
saw him again on thursday people!heh.his lab lesson is beside mine.omg.how lucky can joyce be right?said hello and my day is brighten up.seeing him once can make joyce make jump up and down and smile for the rest of the day.wait is all i can do now.
friday was spend with mindy and jingen at town.we had thai express.the tom yam is spicy and good.hahas.finish my mircobio on friday too.phew.finallt is over.time for play.
saturday met up with kailin qiuxia and qianjun.went to sentosa at first.but it was far to crowded went to east coast instead.cycling session.and i realised i need to brush up my cycling skill.hahas.headed to NDP next.the rehersal was ok.not very fantastic thou.but we got our tan.hahas.four super enthu girls had fun with their clappers and self entertained themselves.they were super high!!yyay!
WE MAKE OUR WAY TO SUNTEC FRM KALLANG ON FOOT!imaging walking the super long journey but the four of us did it and we are proud!wolala.but the reward at the restaurant was totally disppointing.the food were not-edible.but we gobble up the food still cuz we are hungry.omg.without this the day will be perfect.
sunday.today.went to marina square with wenyi and peizheng.we had billy bombers.CHESSE FRIES was heavenly.the seafood patter was yummy.chicken wings mussels and potatoes.hahas.took lots of photo.enjoyed!bought a zara shorts.having discount and i only paid 24.90 for it.woohoo.so worth it la.hahas.fall in love with a pair of slipper.beautiful.
i love my life now."enjoying my life to the fullest"quoted frm wenyi and ah zheng.
happy.

our first encounter

2006-07-02T00:56:00.000+08:00

my whole mind is filled with him.
i'm crazy over him!
i admit.
totally attractive!

but it dont seem positive to me.

lets see.

i cant study for nuts now.

joyce hope he is going to be the one.
but i doubt so.

THE OUTCOME

2006-06-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

got back MCQ result.got 16.hahas.think i'm gonna fail my clinical chem for sure lols.wish me good luck people!heh.
bazzar day AGAIN.this time round no more clothes but lotsa eeyore snoopy doramon and piglet stuff la.we bought ourselves so many stuff.notebook,clock,stickers,handkerchief and some handing on the door stuff.hahas.SO happy!took lots of photo too.simply love teresa huixian qianjun and mindy.wooohooo.love you girls so much!muacks.life without you all will be colour-less!hahas.
GREAT.met him today for dinner.like usual i pinch bite and beat him like anything again.we talked.realised there are so many girls attracted to him and they are all great girls.they did so so so much things for him.i'm pissed when i hear all that.but the conclusion now is "we shall be best friend and i will advise you on ur girls issues!lols".thats our relationship now.
tears drop but i knew its all over.he is going to get a gf real soon and there isnt anymore turning back.joyce shall be strong and be happy!
anyway.horoscope says i'm going to meet my mr right next week.OMG.so excited la.who is going to be that special guy?lalalala....
got this sleeping disease recently.i have been sleeping almost the whole day la.during bus trips,lectures and taking naps when i reach hm.this is bad.hahas.i will be ending up sleeping for half of my life as wad ivan say.wasting time!
WAKE UP joyce.hahas.
weekend is coming again.
yayness.
superman tml!=)

2006-06-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

once again i'm getting jealous over girls.whenever i know he is going out with girls even if it is in a group.it just drive me crazy.seriously i just hope you can be deleted la.remove you from my memories.

i'm just super dumb.why bother to check his nick when he is online?why bother to see his testi(so damn obvious is from girls la)?girls actually say things like'he forced me to write testi for him.and i only KNOW him today.' wth la.freaking flirt la.i know is your freedom but i just cant take it la.damn.

i want a boyfriend now.create a new story with beautiful memories.

joyce just wan to be happier.

and i cant control myself when it comes to things that gt to do wth him.

i'm so sure i dont love you anymore.but the thought of you and other girls just drive me mad.i dont know the reason.but definitely it is not love.just posessive perhaps.

how can i not be pissed when you watch the same movie as i did today.but you watch it with other girls la.even if is in a group so what.when i saw the nick..tears almost drop.

i really hate you.

i just wish to erase you frm everything.

my greatest wish.

i need someone.

feeling so lousy now!save me someone!

dumb joyce.

ARGH!

2006-06-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

just my luck was alright.lindsay lohan was simply gorgeous.like her eyes and hair.beautiful.a kiss for luck?lol.is dumb la.but funny.heh.

bought for qianjun teresa and huixian some small gifts!because tml is our very own christmas day.lol.cards for them too!yay.wenyi got her birthday present too.hahas.hope she will have a wonderful day with jarryd.

long john sliver is delicious!

no one seems to be able to attract me.i need a boyfriend.seriously!hahas.

guys that have the tiny bit of attraction are all taken.

i love to live without any restriction.its pretty tiring la.if only things just goes your way and you have whatever you ask and dream for.if prefer to do things for myself.thats why i get really upset when i see wenyi control her diet and brooding over her jarryd.ah zheng say i shouldnt interfer into their stuff.but i just cant help it.duh.

i question myself too.why in the hell would i not patch with him.i dont know the reason but i just wan someone new.seeing me only once a week is enough?i hope i can also meet you.but i cant find the courage.sorry.

school starting tml.damn.i haben even enjoy any single tiny winy bit of holidays la.so busy with everything.exams and stuff.there are still so many things i wanna do.tanning and shopping.

saw this pretty earrings today.fall in love with it almost immediately.red with white polka dots.totally nice.but the price is far too steep.17 bucks la.gonna get it ig hang ten gives me my 4th salary.lols.

have an ucler on my lower lips.pain.

dread going to school tml.

boo boo!

period.

PHOTOS.

2006-06-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

DROP DEAD

2006-06-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

just came back frm camp.
suffering from bodyache and mosquito bites everywhere la.didnt sleep much during the camp.damn tiring la.the camp was alright.people there are fine.not fantastic.aiya.joyce never enjoys camping.so it wasnt really fun for me.
had my entire life first night walk.scare the freak out of me.i was screaming thru the whole walk.almost wanted to die there la.damn scare!my partner was freak out by me too.so the both of us was SCARE!shit thing la.just dont get it why they make us do this.BUT we seem to be the only pair screaming and scare la.dumb ass.
the next day was amazing race at ochard.not bad.pretty fun.singing with the blindman at the ochard station tunnel was totally memorable.people stopping just to look.how embarassing can it be la.the night was performance.and we make a fool out of ourselves.great.
so the camp was OK.
i SCREWED up my paper.well done.one whole essay i wrote rubbish.there goes my ten marks.joyce pray she can at least pass the paper!:(
but at least the shopping trip after the paper was GREAT.hahs.bought a zara tee shirt and a dorothy perkins sleeveless.both is nice.
change the blogskin.was sick of the old one.this is simplier and nicer.
joyce's mood is bad today.
thats all.

i cant study!

2006-06-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

EXAMS are coming.but i cant study.omg.forget it!

bugis trip on thursday with cindy.caught my eyes on this beautiful shorts at topshop-66 bucks la.damn ex!and so many other tops at zara and topshop.but joyce's broke.SO can see, cannot have.hais.damn!

watched garfield yesterday.funny funny la!hahas.bought this eeyore sticker book.cute cute.i love to have peizheng and wenyi at my house.yayness.hahs.they never fail to make me laugh like crazy.

just finish our badminton session.damn tiring la.hahs.but the wind's spoiling everything!boo boo!

and our hero wenyi went rescue for the shuttlecock!super adventureous.

flip thru my dairy for sec four.i miss school now.those after school treats at town.the break time i have with my group of friends at the same old place.our neoprints experience.studying at the fast food restaurants although we always ended up chatting.hais.all these are memories.but joyce will never forget them.

world cup now.everyone having the fever.but i cant feel any..hahas.

time for studying.

joyce hope today is 22june la!damn.

the stupid test is killing me.=(

another long paragraph

2006-06-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

title suggested by kailin.hahas.
it have been such a long time i blogged abt my beloved girls.have been so busy with school and stuff.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY QIANJUN!wahahas.celebrated her b'dae today with kailin and qiuxia.so FUN la.k box in the morning!scream and jumping at de sofa like crazy.ITS TIRING!kailin's new way of losing weight.lol.followed by a movie-slither.damn gross.some slimy slimy thingy.pucks!chomp chomp for dinner was last.super filling.feel damn fat now la.been eating like non stop!
yesterday and some where last last week was shopping spree.had a great harvest!new SHORTS TOPS earrings and bikinis!omg cannot believe it when me and kailin actually bought bikinis.hahas.its brown and blue.PRETTY!
exams are coming.feeling the stress!lectures notes are far too tough to be understand.hais.gonna work harder.mugging time for this week!
oh ya.birdy and me went for a slimming thingy at citispa.so fun la.they put some belt thing ard me and i laugh like mad.so ticklish la.lol.and the steam room was good.
going to gym with kailin tml.yayness!
hahas.

2006-06-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

just finished one tutorial.two more to go.but i'm sleepy!

went shopping with qianjun today.bought a top and shorts!

past few days were nice and simple.

lazy to say anymore.

goodnights people.

I MISS YOU

2006-05-27T17:33:00.000+08:00

i miss your smile.

i miss the way you crap with me.

i miss the way you look into my eyes.

i miss the way you protect me.

i miss your hugs your smses your voice.

i miss the movies times.

i miss the quarrels and fights we always had.

i miss everything that got to do with you.

but i know the feeling is no longer the same.

the feelings now is not love but pure missing.

i really miss you.

but there is nothing i can do because i dont want everything to repeat itself.

it really hurts and i hate it.

i prefer to have you in my deepest part of my heart where no one can replace.

in there it stores all the beautiful memories.

but i know its all over.

please forget abt our pac two years later.

i dont think i can keeep the promise anymore.

goodbye my dearest you.

i thought i had overcome the life without you.

i thought i'm enjoying it.

but today.i felt the emptiness.

i dont want to feel this way!

because i know we were never go back to before.

and i know you are no longer mine.

the love is never the same too.

is simply just some memories i can't bear.

joyce wish to have someone who can give her the same memories minus all the hurting memories.

*did some charity work today.spend time with the kids at some bouncy thingy.they had fun.i had fun too.

movie anyone?i wanna watch over the hedge!

goodbye my love.

i miss you.

I LOVE SURPRISES!

2006-05-24T17:32:00.000+08:00

the 2 crazy girls!
the 2 beautiful girls.all frm BLT.but you see the difference!hahas.
the four of us having our honey stick.omg we look dumb!
me and qianjun in our N95 masks.lol.
this is my surprise!my 3 goody friends secretly bought this!OMG i love this eeyore and also qianjun teresa huixian.

today lucky colour is PINK and i wore pink and it really works!omg.i'm so so so happy today.school ended early today too!yayness.
first it was the surprise frm my beloved girls!i love it like anything.and we scream laugh giggle like so loud today!happy happy.had a light lunch followed by mashed potato!got to really control my diet yea,have been exceeding all the calarioes each day.oh gosh!
although joyce's birthday is 2 months later.
but she already got it all planned!
excited. :)

OMG I LOVE GALS

2006-05-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

went for tanning today.only the two of us.lovely?
our bags on towels!!
pretty pretty pretty.
i LOVE the toilets.is nice!
our beautiful nails.

fruitful day!

woke up early today and went to tan with qianjun.didn't get very tan but at least better than before.met a reptile during our tanning session.both of us were totally freaking out!we chat,chat and chatted!

headed to toapayoh next.had pastamania.yummy!next is where my 50 bucks flew to..went for manicure pedicure and eyebrown shapping!wow.its so princess-ssy!super comfortable and my nails are so pretty!

yesterday was spend at chomp chomp tgt with kailin qiuxia and peizheng.we ate like so many dishes la.kangkong lala stingray carrotcake sataty fishcake-tofu and the giantic sugarcane.thumbs up!=)

we had some DIY suana and a super fun excerise session with peizheng in the afternoon.

mens.

i'm loving it!

AT THIS MOMENT

2006-05-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

just came back from mo3 class bbq.and i'm dead tired now.
however at this point of time i felt blessed and thinks that joyce's life is beautiful(at least for now)!!although it is not that fantastic or interesting as compared to others.but i'm simply contented.
i love my family.as in we are not those who only meet up once in a year that kind.my aunties uncles cousins nepwhew nieces always meet up.we have family gathering almost every week.i felt the closeness and warmth a family can give.
for friends.i have this bunch of wonderful people in mo3 that really brightens up my day whenever we had gathering like today.we were be laughing till we have cramps and simply enjoyed the company of each other.now in BLT i have another smaller bunch of friends which include everpretty mindy,nosiy wendy and jing en daddy!having them ard does make my day slpendid in school!also not forgetting my twin soul-qianjun and my two goody friends-huixian and teresa!having ivan ard to chat with me everyday without fail is wonderful too.and most importantly my dearest bestfriend-peizheng who will always be there and forever there.our friendship lasted for 10 years and i really treasure it!
schooling is not as dreadful now.at least what i'm learning and going thru now is my interest and strenght!this makes things much better.
so in conclusion.joyce is contented.treasure everything that i have now and really thanks everyone for making my life so colourful!

had haemotology test today.kinda screwed up.but i still hope its not that badly done yea.

headed for bbq next.had a awesome time today.firstly i saw my beloved kailin and qiuxia again.omg.i love them like crazy.chit chatting.making fun of kailin and yong ming.went to the pool there to play.suana room.photo taking session ended the day.(class photo and our bitchy girls' pose potraits)

joyce had a fabulous day today.

JOYCE!!

2006-05-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERESA!

wolala.just came back from movie with qiuxia kailin and qianjun.hahas.great movie.super thrilling!!heh.bought myself a pair of heels!beautiful.=)

haemotology is killing me.for two days i have been staying in the lab frm 9 am to 8 pm.wth.looking at slides and rushing to get all de concept right into my head.hais.is just too tough for me handle!having my exam on friday..wish me good luck people.

i love my gals so much!they simply rocks my life!

off to mug for my prac test!

good nights people.

MY DREAM

2006-05-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

was crapping with my dearest perizheng earlier on when we went for a movie(when a stranger calls-not nice!).had pastamania for lunch and staty beehoon(chomp chomp) for dinner.i love FOOD!hahas.i talked to her bout my dream..and one more thing i HATE CROWDS LA.today is so damn crowded!!

i wanna find a good guy and be with him for 8 years.(why 8 years?i don't know.heh)get married on the same day as the anniversary.earn myself a car by 25 and finished my degree.hahas.i wan to work in a lab too.hahs.

thats how its goes.but still is daydreaming.heh.

had a great day yesterday too.went to geylang.had tian qi chou and durians and twister fries and ICE CREAM!wolala.lots of laughters and joyce is happy.

wednesday was a great shopping spree too!with my beloved peizheng and wenyi.bought like s many stuff la.but joyce feel good getting all her stuffs!hahas.woohooo.

going for a run tml morning!

BOO BOO DAY

2006-05-09T21:19:00.001+08:00

first i'm now currently at haemotology session looking at cells that are so similar yet asking us to differeniate them.is tough la.exams on next friday.wth.

how this boo boo day goes:

-had this terrible tummy ache in the morning

-horrible time identifying the cells

-its raining and i cant have my after school jog with qianjun

-on the way home i realised i left my locker keys, name tag and my notes on top of the locker

-rushed all the way back to NUH

-chasing after the bus but it didnt wait for us

-another damn bus pass by without our notice!!

-waited for 10 mins for 151!

and now joyce is safe and sound at home.

in conclusion today is a lousy day!!

SUNDAY

2006-05-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

its sunday!heh.i love sundays.just finish spying on colin and kero blog-they are really sweet if they are of opp sex.such a waste.cute guys too.but still their blog is interesting!

the last of whole week was spend in school.finished my blood bank exam and going over to haemotology tml.i'm gonna miss testing blood yea.heh.got my new phone together with peizheng.hahas.we never fail to get the same photo.i LOVE my phone!!got a nice theme too.=)

watched MI3 on wednesday.thumbs up.its thrilling la.worth watching and tom curise is CUTE!

went to thomson rd again yesterday with my beloved girls.we had prata and kang kong and a horrible peach alcohol!heh.three stubborn girls was bugging me the whole night!!pestering me to come my house.evil girls.hahas.without fail we had fun again.great time gossiping again.heh!!awesome outing!i'm looking forward to every saturday.

and one more thing.PLEASE don't make out lies just to help yourself gain some favour and get your girl.if you are a flirt just simply admit it and dont make it sound like you are the one dumping girls when not even one had acepted you la.i hate you too and all along i have been.

have been exercising more often now.i wanna look pretty!wolalala.

i'm still not use to the life of being single.but i will never go back to him.

joyce loves her friends so much.=)

i wanna be loved.

*cant get the photos uploaded.damn!

I LOVE MY GALS

2006-04-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

HAD A WONDERFUL DAY TODAY!!!!

met up in the morning for flag day with kailin qianjun and qianjun's best friend.heh.ITS SCORCHING HOT this morning.we were all sweating like hell.manage to get our tins 1 tenth full.a little pathetic but still we tried our best.

headed to geylang next for our duo jiang yu tiao and taiwan noodles(oyster mian xian).ITS SUPERB!!yummyyummy..

went to bishan to look for qiuxia but we are far too early.so we wasted our time at the fox sales artium hoping to DIG out some great stuff.but we FAILED.went home empty handed.actually is quite fun,digging the clothes like aunties and feeling pround when we found something great.wahahaha.

finally qiu qiu ended her job.went to the coffee shop nearby to have our dinner.fried rice with kang kong and hot plate beancurd!thumbs up.delicious.

settle down at coffee bean and there start our gossiping session.one hour past and we were already laughing like crazy.the next hour was spend with xiangying.qianjun and xiangying way of communication is totally entertaining.laugh laugh laugh.honestly i enjoy GIRLS TALK to the fullest.it never fails to make me happy and happier.wahahahah!ended the day spending 2 full hours at coffee bean with our NON STOP chatting.yayness.=)

looking forward to monday's k box and next saturday's suntanning.i'm loving it!

thursday was another fruitful day.finally i tried my thomson rd roti prata.its yummy.so so crispy la.mussels soup and claramari rings was scrumptious too!

I HAD MY BLOOD TAKEN FOR THE FIRST TIME on friday.its painful la.

meeting peizheng and wenyi tml having ba ku teh.oh my.i'm getting FAT and FATTER each day.i need to stop all this eating.but i simply can't help resisting the temptation.damn.

I"M GETTING MY PAY AND PHONE TML.lalalala.joyce is super happy now.heh.

mens.studying time now.coolness.

CLASS OUTING

2006-04-26T18:35:00.000+08:00

22 april 2006

just wanna blog abt this day.the day goes like this..

met up qianjun at np so that she can accompany me to find my way to NUH.so that i wont be LOST on my first day of school.visited her ah ma at the hospital.

we had our dinner together.great food.we ate to our fullest.yummy!took many photos those posted on the previous entry.had fun.i didnt see qianjun for like a month or so la.miss her like crazy and finally we met up!

went all the way to bugis at 8 to meet the class.suppose to have a class steamboat,unfortunlately it didnt work out.still the few of us manage to meet up.there were weixin teressa sebestian leonard nicholas and QIUXIA.yeah.she was the main motivation for us to travel from one end of singapre to the other end la!lots of laughthers and jokes.we sat at coffee bean chit chatting.nice day.catching up with people i had not seen for so long.BUT kailin didnt go.so gal we must meet up this saturday as promised okies?miss you so much!

jokes laughthers and my beloved girls.treasure them alot.

anyway my excerise marathon was a success manage to excerise 4 days.great job!heh.slim down a little is suppose.sunday was spend tutoring peizheng and wenyi at mac.finally i had mac hotcakes.delicious.we spend almost 40 bucks in MAC.we ate lots of junks.heh.great day.i had family gathering too on sunday.its baby elton birthday.love my cousins so much!catch up with the girls.theirs studies boyfriends and stuf.girls talk rocks!=)

iwantalover.heh.

and i motivated to go to university.

NEW LIFE

2006-04-26T18:20:00.000+08:00

just ended my three days at NUH.finished bathing and i'm feeling CLEAN!the people there make it sounds as if we are infested with all the bateria and stuff whenever we enter the hospital.crap like-you cannot bring the pen you use in the lab home,the pen is 'dirty'.how scary can it be la!damn.

first day was a intro intro thingy.get to see the new class mates.eh.no much comment.but specially for kailin i got one.'ng jingen is in the same group as me!'woohoo.jealous?heh.

really miss kailin and qiuxia so so much.life without you girls are bad!but with qianjun ard is still makes me happy!and one more thing.thanks for the prank from kl and qx for my first day of sch yea!argh.he is always cute in my eyes okies?

qianjun and i went to wisma for jap food.totally thumbs up!yummy.headed home next.TIRED!

second day.rushed!i did blood test!omg is so interesting la.learning all the antigens and antibodies.and is hands on!really cool.although i was confused abt the therory.heh.still i dont get to enjoy the company of friends yea.we were like on our tasks and i think i didnt talk for more than 10 sentences that day!so unlike me la.this is killing me.slept at 7 pm and woke up at 7 am.drop dead tired!

today.had lectures at NUH.super boring la.me and qianjun was like dozing off every lecture!and mind you we had 4 lectureS today.we were at wonderland most of the time.so didnt understand any single shit!

so in conclusion.life in NUH was alright.if more friends were there it would be better la.i really miss mo3.

going back to NP tml.yayness.=)

PRETTY!

2006-04-23T02:29:00.000+08:00

EXCERISE MARATHON

2006-04-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

us after working hard at the stadium.great workout!

working hard towards our slim body!cool.

he did another terrible thing!and once again i'm hoping mad.

great people great day!

YAYNESS

2006-04-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I ENDED MY CONTRACT IN HANG TEN!omg.waited for this day like a century ago.life's totally torturing there.and i'm happy now.

another phase of my life have just ended.next is my new semester in a totally new environment with semi-totally new people(at least i know a few of them).rather scary going to school without kailin and qiuxia.another round of mixing with new people.i dont like all this.i just like to stick with what i have and i'm contented.

heading to queenstown tomorrow with ah zheng to shop for my new shoe.hopefully i can get one PRETTY puma shoe at a good price.

the days ahead are planned with stuff.

class steamboat on saturday
friday tuition with ah zheng
sunday is my newborn nephew's birthday.

things that i gonna shop for before school starts

a pair of shoes
a pair of long pants(green)
two polos
shorts
and a PHONE(k750i or any other model)

too many to get.too little money.this is getting on my nerves!

I HAVE GOT MY NEW ADIDAS WATCH!orange and black.beautiful.

dates i have promised

desiree's date
every saturday night dinner with my three beloved mo3 babes.
next friday night dinner with xin ping!
excerise marathon starting today with wenyi.

looking forward to each dates.

i'm getting use to the life without him.

thanks girls for your support and concern.love all of you so much!kailin qianjun peizheng qiuxia desiree and xin ping.you gals rock my life!muacks.thanks ivan too.

good nights people.

read below!

2006-04-12T14:27:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU JERK!
you admitted you got yourself a girl.great!

joyce gonna be the happiest girl now.because she can now find a guy of her dream freely without any hestitation!
and i'm sure my next guy is gonna be a better,much better in fact compared to you jerk.

I'M DISAPPOINTED

2006-04-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

I"M PISSED!

he took a photo with a girl.they are like so close together.i'm going crazy.what the hell!he got himself a girl so soon and i'm still mourning for him.feel like an idiot now.DAMN!

i'm gonna hate you for life.i swear!we have broke up so many upteen times.but never once had you posted a picture with a girl.i'm determined to give up on you.ITS THE END.i promised.

TOTALLY PISSED!

i'm gonna led a better life without you.a life better than yours! you jerk!

I HATE YOU!

we are over.

JOYCE NG got nothing to do with you RONALD SNG again.never again!

please bank in the money you owe me right now after you see this post!

OMG.this is not going to spoil my offday.

ARGH

I HATE YOU!

and the girl is ugly!

I"M SICK

2006-04-12T13:07:00.000+08:00

HAD FEVER LAST NIGHT.39.1*c!totally weak.thanks to the long working hours and boring rountine.feeling so much better now.

last wednesday went to town with peizheng.friday was spend at newton circus and bishan.great food and totally FUN!

i'm getting lazy to blog.

anyway i'm really getting use to the life of being alone without you.i dont know if its right.hais.our memories and photos and so many other stuff gonna become history.i'm sad but i will be strong enough to get over it.i hope.

heh.today is WEDESDAY again.my off day!meeting peizheng at three.having ichiban later followed by a movie.yay!

ohhhh.i got myself a beautiful pairs of slippers and my dearest gal got me the bag that i fell in love with.a kiss for you baby.muacks.

a new phone and a pair of shoes to go!

sometimes i really miss the peeps that i once hang out with,still hanging out with and also those that we have lost contacts.flipping through some old stuff does bring back the sweet memories i had.

ONE BIG NEWS!i'm ending this yucky job on 18 of april.great!=)and is cindy's birthday.

REALIZED OR RELIEVED?

2006-04-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

i dont know if it is over,i'm confused and confused and confused.but perhaps i know nothing can save this relationship.perhaps that's the end.i just want to be happy!

been working hard this few days.

kenny roger lunch and crystal jade yesterday.ben and jerry ice cream ended the day!

tml is my off day!

US

2006-03-29T17:53:00.000+08:00

we love taking photos!

TODAY

2006-03-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

woohooooooooo.i'm off today and i'm now at my beloved peizheng's house.

went to east coast to cycle and it rained!damn.supposed to be 2 hours but we only cycled an hour or so.spend the other hour at gelare.delicious ice cream and waffles.i'm getting fat but i dont care.hahas.spotted a tiny puny shop with great stuffs!nice bikinis,shorts and shirts.saw a beautiful christine dior collar tee.its really attractive.BUT i cant afford.hahas.gonna save up first!

looking forward to my sumptuous dinner tonight!its ma ma birthday today.

i'm missing my sweet now.

gooday people.

READ BELOW

2006-03-29T00:49:00.000+08:00

TML IS GOING TO BE A GREAT DAY!!because its mine long awaited offday and my ma ma birthday.
woohoo.days at hangten are horribly long and tiring!pampered myself with ice cream on my way home.actually days are pretty nice when there is francisca 'bloody hell' anderson werid singing ocassionally visit from hweeting.
met my darling today FINALLY!didnt meet up for like 13 days.had 2 heated arguments.bad bad bad.but i still love him!
last friday was an awesome friday night!had 2 free movies.yayness.failure to launch and district 13 with peizheng and wenyi and jarryd.the day was great.i love it!finally had my long john slivers!yummy together with prawns!
last thursday was spent singing for 3 full hours at k box and working.=0
last tuesday was MARVELLOUS!had fun that day.and my bread was squashed and char kway tiao was delicious.
going cycling tml.i'm looking forward!
joyce miss everyone.

its BORING

2006-03-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

working is BORING but working at hang ten simply just make it WORST!

yeahs.this week offday should be on thurs and friday if it isnt going to be any changes.

its been a week i have seen my sweetie and even longer that i didnt meet up with qianjun kailin and qiuxia.miss you gals so much!and yongling too.

thursday is for peizheng and friday for sweetie.i'm looking forward.

life now=work+eat+sleep+phone.

PHOTOS UPLOADED!

2006-03-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

OFF DAYS

2006-03-18T00:49:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY PUMA BELT!pretty pretty.

went to catch mine yours and ours,super nice movie.i love it.touching and funny.pastamania was great.spending time with peizheng is always superb!the other half of the day was working.boring boring.

tuesday was really enjoyable.went to the zoo with my sweet and maxim.yeah!i'm happy cuz i saw so so many animals la.the money were funny.making some silly noise.polar bear is huge and the white tiger swimming in the water is amazing.i love outing with my sweet.

working in hang ten is really a wrong choice.although the people there are nice but their policy is bad really bad.anyway.to my dearest qianjun-don't brood over the incident okies?the horrible ash is going to get his retribution real soon.lets just be strong ya?

sweet is at his friend chalet now.and i'm missing him is like so many day i never see him la.i love you sweetie.

working tml again.=(

Read below:

2006-03-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS THE WORST DAY I EVER HAD SINCE I STARTED WORKING.

but. tmr shall be one of another memorable day:)

NICE PHOTOS

2006-03-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

photos took the other day.really miss you girls so much!hope to meet up soon ya.and lastly happy birthday ah zheng once again!love.

I"M TIRED

2006-03-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dearest peizheng!joyce wishes you to be pretty and cheerful always.friends ard me are all turning eighteen.poor me still stuck at seventeen ya heh.

after three hard day at work.

work is tiring but fun.people are nice but hours are long.but money still brighten my day!hahas.

met yongling today for lunch.

i really miss my sweetie.i wanna see you tml my dear!

heard frm my ma ma.auntie mayb bringing me to taiwan!hope the dates gonns fits my right before school reopens!

i'm tired.nights!looking forward to my off day.

FOUND A JOB

2006-03-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

yeah.me and qianjun found a job at hang ten ya.the pay is rather low but we really need a job ya.so just hope is going to be a FUN job.heh.

everybody love my brownie only qiu xia never say she love it.bad qiu xiong!i'm happy cuz it was my first try.wahahahs.

meet up with qianjun and qiu xiong at causeway point.went for job interview with qianjun.gave pei zheng her gift and the brownie.I"M SO SORRY GAL THAT I CANT ACCOMPANY YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!I REALLY FEEL GULITY!SORRY SORRY SORRY!!promise you will make up for you some day okies? sweet went to meet pz together with me.had dinner with him.jokes,slapping game,his burping session and his hug.really love him so so much!!

i'm starting work tml.and is 1030 am to 1030 pm.is so so long la.hais.i'm working at great world lucky is rather a quiet branch i think.gonna have no time to shop,talk and sleep le.i'm not happy but cuz of money.got no choice ya.

going to have lesser time spend with you le sweetie.hope is not going to affect our relationship.cuz i still love you so so much!

tml shall be the start of my boring life.work work work!

ACCOMPLISHED DAYY!

2006-03-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

I MADE BROWNIES TODAY! for dearie, ah zhen and my dearest FRIEND!
early in the morning, went to TP & NP to accompany peizhen and dearie to do their appealling stuff. saw the cut-off points. kinda shocking ya.

went to tampines mall and bought ah zhen her birthday present and a GREEN ADIDAS WATCH! woohoooo! FINALLY WATCHED BIG MAMA TODAY! so funny! i love it so much. haha. had nachos! MY FAVOURITE!

Then went to tanjong pajar to HUNT for jobs. headed to bugis then to accompany peizhen to get anjie birthday present. on the way home met wenyi and she suggested doing brownie as a form of apology to her boyfriend and here comes our CAKE! it's alot of them! sooooo many of them! got heart shaped brownies too! it's totally fun! gonna try that again next time!

love you so much dearie!

gonna sleep now! tired! nights.

new blogskin!

2006-03-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

wooohoooo.spend the past few hours looking for a nice blogskin.finally i found one.heh.
although it isnt very nice.but i still LOVE it.

bye people.going for a jog now with wenyi.

good day everyone!

i'm back!

2006-03-05T14:53:00.000+08:00

happy little joyce is back!heh.thanks for everyone concern!i LOVE all of you.woohoo!
heh.so wad the reason behind for letting joyce ng so unhappy.it is all because of RONALD SNG WEE BENG!!!i'm gonna hate you for that ya.kidding.
friday spent my whole day with that little bad boy!gonna compensate as i say.enjoyed myself.i love you sweetie!
saturday was great!played majong at jarryd house(wenyi's bf) together with his 2 friends.fun game although i lose ONE FIFTY.hahas.count myself lucky jarryd won 2o over bucks la.heh.free macdonald meal!
i'm enjoying life now without exams.cool man!
i seriously need a job now any recommendation anyone?
cracking my brain to make peizheng birthday the best it can be!

meeting peizheng dearie tiffany and an jie tml to do some posting stuff in np and tp.joyce wishes for them to get their sch soon.
hoping to catch big ma ma tml!yeah.

joyce is happy now!
looking for a new blogskin.

2006-03-03T02:12:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling the worst it can be now.

2006-03-03T01:29:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over and i'm not happy.
went to great world city today with mo3 and 3 mo1s and desireee.
had big prawn mee.super boring movie(wolf creek).ben and jerry ice cream was yummy.
the days ahead are planned with events but i arent sure if is the right choice.

i wish for happiness.

2006-03-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

i know i'm in the fault today.no i shouldn't say is totally my fault is was just coincidence that my phone was low batt and stuff.i know u meant well and is was really very sweet of you.but i just hope you understand i do love you and i'm sorry.i admit that i didnt have enough time for you and i know not having time isnt any excuse.but i promise i'm going to compensate soon okies?

is really sad whenever i try to make up for you and you reject.i know i'm been saying sorry for upteen times.you may be used to it but that was the least i can do to tell you i'm really sry.
the many things that happen nowadays is not within my control and i seek for your undertsanding.

i just want to let you know i'm not good at making you happy now.all i can do now is to tell you i truly love you and only you.

2006-02-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

just finish bathing and done half of my revision for obc.
saturday was a great day.good food nice movie and wonderful friends.heh.enjoyed myself that day!love ongling and peizheng so much!
sweet,i'm sorry for that msg and it really meant nothing.you share be the only one i love now and forever okies.the nightmare is nothing my dear.
he knew eveything and the outcome wasnt any similar to what i expected.
gonna go study obc now.

2006-02-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

the four of us.i promise i'm going to miss you girls after i go to BLT!

look at me and kailin!our most retarded expression.like monkeys.lol.the other two was at their best pose.hehe.i'm gonna love you girls like crazy!!

2006-02-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

oh god look at the photo without me.i'm angry.but well i didnt want to look as retarded as them.wahaha!

2006-02-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

just finish memorising de rections for organic chem.i'm hardworking i know.wooohooo.
wednesday was one of the day i really enjoyed myself.went to sch in the morning for test and make up lecture.woohoo.went to qianjun dentist to see her change her braces to RED colour.same with qiuxia ya.we took cab to and fro.like princesses.hahs.after lecture we chiong to our sakae sushi at west mall by cab again.hahas.its cabbie day.reach there at 4 wasted an hour of buffet.hais thanks to the irritating people in our lecture!!!
at first we had fun globbing up the food there as much as we could.hahas together withthe toliet smell also.oh my i LOVE sushi sooo nice!but happy moments dun last cuz the 3 of them gang up and BULLY me.especially qianjun.super betrayer princess ya!bad gal.heh.they took sooooooooo many pictures without me la.how can like tat treat such a nice and cute and gentle gal ya.mei liang xing de nu renS!waaaa.well in the ned they still cant resist the temptation of talking to me!yeahs.and we took photos TOGETHER heh.nice photos ya.saw kailin friendster..u said we changed true enough the pics we took really shows our changes!all of us become more pretty le.cool man!
yesterday went to catch final destination with sweet!is super nice!so thrilling.thru out i was squezzing sweetie hand.hahas.very nice show!thanks to qianjun recomendation!i love sweet when he cycle me ard.the feelings is great.hehe.i love you honey!
i'm excited now!cuz i'm meeting yongling and peizheng tml.i'm sure is gonna be another enjoyable day.miss you girls sooooo much!
spend my friday night at home with my tv lappy and books.boring friday!

2006-02-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

OMG mrs tang called and now i'm in BLT.
well i'm not sure if i have made the right decision ya.at first i was pretty against the idea of going to BLT but god noes that i actually accepted the offer today.oh man.i'm confused really hope it isnt going to be a wrong choice.rather sudden tho.and i actually dis-pursuade huixain and qianjun not to go and now i'm in the course.oh god.sounds so dumb!just hope i wont regret ya.
went to cut my hair today no much diff.i feel good after cutting my grassy hair.hahas.sweet acc me today and we fight again.hahas.i'm loving it.
had mos burgar's chicken.its yummy!!!

2006-02-20T14:02:00.000+08:00

me and my valentine's day flowers.woohoo.i love you sweet!missing you now!

2006-02-19T17:37:00.000+08:00

me and de huge cookie monster.hahahaha!

2006-02-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

us after our singing session at halo bar.loves you gals!

2006-02-19T17:01:00.000+08:00

wooohoooo.just changed my blogskin!i love it like anything!!
valentine's day just over.i enjoyed myself.spending this special day with a special person is the most wonderful thing i can wished for!i love weixin's ppt and terressa handmade "joyce" its beautiful!
on thurs we went to halo bar and sing sing sing with qiuxia and kailin.i love singing with them!!and the jokes we cracked.wahahas.
friday went for a movie.the fog.not very nice though.i feel slim slim slim on that day.wahahas.went to the gym with wenyi and jarryd.nice i burnt away my fats.woohooo!
saturday was spend wth sweet!again we did all those disgusting stuffs!heh.its always fun to dig my nose in front of him.hahas.
and today i spend my time looking for a blogskin cuz i'm bored!
well.next week is study break.and i'm gonna study for my exams.no more sleeping for me.sad sad!
talked to yongling yesterday and i'm meeting her on sat!i'm looking forward for that day.woohoo.really miss those days we spend together and even more of sceondary school life.its so memorable!this sem gonna end soon and i'm sad.cuz there isnt gonna be anymore 1mo3.hais.no more qianjun if she is going to blt.i never like departure.it hurts.and everything gonna become memories.
joyce loves everyone and hopes for time to stop at the most beautiful moment!

2006-02-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

happy 32 months sweet!!
i'm so sorry bout today sweetie.heh.i was busy and didnt msg you.dui bu qi!but now i gonna tell you you are the only one who can fill up that special place in my heart.i love you more than anything!and also i'm pretty busy these few days.but promise i gonna compensate you during my holis okies?missing you my dear.
played majong today with mommy and pei zheng and tiffany.woohooo.yea.i won!heh.watched fun with dick and jane on thurs.super nice and funny.yea.
went shopping yesterday with cindy and zheng,got a nice top and my slippers!
to my dearest pei zheng.remember no matter wad happen.i shall stand by you..

2006-02-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

hahas.me and my couisn in our new years clothes.yeahs!!!

2006-02-02T15:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
heh.chinese new year goodies.ba guan.love letters.pineapple tarts and so so so many more.i lOVE them so mush.hahas.and most of all the ANGBAOS!!yeahs.this year i only collected 200 plus.a little lesser than the previous years.i enjoyed my new year!
spend my eve with my family at the angbao river.watched the fireworks its 0 mins long.damn nice.wooohoo.den we headed to chinatown.got some really cheap goodies!
da nian chu yi i was at home.ah ma lives with me.so everybody come visit my house.wahahas.
da nian chu er i went to my da yi house for visiting.den back to my cousins house and headed to bishan for i'm not stupid too.nice show.cried heh.
da nain chu san went to sweet house.ate kfc played games.
da nian chu si we had our class bbq at east coast.we skipped most of the afternoon lessons.went hm change and headed to east coast.i finally can say i KNOW how to cycle le.yeah.this time round i cycled for one hour.my skills were bad though.hahas.ate bbq stuffs.see stars.play games.jokes.and home sweet home.1mo3 rocks.yeahs.
going to cindy house now.gotta rush for our comtool tml.
missing you my sweet!love ya like anything and miss you like crazy!

doing our networking project

2006-01-20T16:48:00.000+08:00

I HATE NETWORKING!we are now in the library rushin our netwroking project that is due on monday.STRESS!!argh.i simple hate networking.
I GOT C FOR MY NETWORKING TEST!
i'm happy.i tot i would fail.yeah!

we are now going for manicure and i'm meeting sweet for a movie.yeahs!

NETWORKING IS BAD..BOO

2006-01-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

I CANT MAKE MYSELF STUDY NETWORKING!!!
having networking test tml and i haben study a single shit.i just simply cannot bring myself to study something that is totally not my interest la!!networking is a boo boo module.networking is bad and totally shitty.i wanna lodge a complain to NP."i dont see the reason studying this stupid module for my course la!"argh.and the worst news is it carries 25%.tats alot.forget it.gonna read through it and tats it.
i'm rotting at hm with my info book now.think gonna catch a movie later bahs.rather than wasting my time facing the freaky info bk!
I hate IT!
my dearest goody friend.no matter wad happen,joyce will always be there for you!!just remember to fight ur way through and i'm sure he will be touched.but still try to occupied urself with other stuff first at the same time.cheer up gal!joyce gonna help u get him back!heh.=)
i'm looking forward for tml shopping with qianjun and finding peizheng at her work place.

.things that had happen to me.

2006-01-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

At this point i'm feeling kinda sick of the never ending tasks that i need to complete.its simple just NEVER ending.got myself over with 2 presentation.and now,let me count 1..2..and 3 more to go.in fact 4 including my TLS.its so sick la!on top of that i still got to rush for reports and test.its gonna be a fresking busy week for me ahead.i jsut hope to get over with it asap!so shitty.well.enough of grumbling.back to stuffs that can make me really happy.heh.=)
got back my OBC paper.that freaking module!i score 76.i'm SUPER glad!its unexpected and so much than wad i had expected.hahas.and also i got 24.5 for comtool.tats really brightens my day too.didnt know my king penguins report did me proud.hahas!
shopping spree.woohoo!!went on monday with cindy to bugis and i got so many stuff for new year.yay!2 tops and a jean skirt.heh.i still got shoes,slipper and pants to get.heh.so by now i already have 5 tops fro new year.abit too much though.hahas.i always and never fail to enjoy shopping with my cindy.i just love it heh.
tuesday.got to apologise to my dearest pei zheng.i didn't go out with you.i'm utterly sorry.i promise i will go visit you some time soon okies.really sorry!i'm kinda busy with work and stuff.=( well.so i went to bugis with sweet to get my square cut from levis.i love it.thanks sweet to be so generous and pay for me.i really appreciate it!but ur love and concern is my much more valuable than that.heh.had mos burgar and we headed hm.
thursday.our clumsy creative presentation for cell bio.heh.i had fun though.hahas.sch ended early so tot of catching a movie with qiu xiong.but didnt get any right timing or location so we headed hm.and many events happened and i ended up spending my afternoon at sweet house.and i got to apologise to sweet bot tis.I'M SORRY my dearest honey!
friday.which is today.meet sweet and his nephew maxim at plaza sing.went to after my jeans first and followed by the acarde.omg we spend so much there la.played some games including the stacking game,basketball and that kind of catching soft toys machine.but the sad thing we didnt win ourselves anything.went to toa payoh next.brought maxim to the playground at kiddy palace.he was playing so happily there!we sat there and watched.the boy's innocence and cheerfulness is sth that is hard to find now.headed to sweet house next.there comes our pillow fight again.i simply love fighting with sweet,is so so so so so FUN!
i just feel like slowing down our pace of doing our stuff.
there are so many things i wanna do:
1.the bungee jump at clark quay
2.shopping for my shoes and pants
3.watch the many many movies that i'm interested in
4.meeting up with pei zheng.
5.double dating again.
6.having more extra time for me to SLEEP!
i love u my sweet!happy 31 month aniversary(wednesday.11/01/06)!!!*kiss*

2006-01-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

the four of us!although the picture is very blur.hahas.